Hmmmp -____- Actually, I really don't know where to start in sharing to you my thoughts about "Bullying" because growing with it and living with it everyday of my life feels kinda tiring. I mean ,you know? you wakeup everyday morning knowing that there would be one of the many people that you will meet, you will see, and you will talk today? He/She might be a family member, a friend, a colleague, or even a stranger who will take a single looked and stare at you? and judge you? from the strand of your hair down to the very end of your toe. They didn't say it to you face to face but? you can see on their facial expressions, to their laughings and gestures, They looked at you because they don't like the way you look? the way you are? And you? You will feel like you've been judged by the whole world without even committing a sin, or a murder. Its just that you must have to pay the sentence without even defending your self to the court. And those people think that they are so great and they can just judge you just like that, without even knowing the other side of the story.
Its really hard living like that everyday. TRUST ME. Everyday is the reality of the cruel life that anyone whose been BULLIED must face in their lifetime. It's not easy being bullied because it could tore you apart, it could crushed you down to your very soul like a disease that has no cure. And I have no weapon or drugs that could eased the pain every time someone said anything bad and inhumane to ME. I am helpless, and pity, and I'm sorry for myself that I could not even protect myself from others, and I just let them step unto my life like they know every single details of my being.
But I have a confession to make. Once in my life, I wanted to end my life. I wanted to end my sufferings, my boring and my tiring life. I just wanted to end it with all the stuff that could get in my mind. But I must say, every time that I always think of the bad idea? GOD has always has his ways in diverting my thoughts, and my mind, and reminding me that its not the end of everything? And I must not lose hope in LIFE because he his always there Listening to ME in all my heartaches and grudges. He will help ME in healing all my wounds, and He will give me Courage and Strength to face the challenges in life that will come to me in the future. And right then at that moment, I ask forgiveness to GOD and ask for his guidance to help Me in building myself to become a stronger person.
So every time someone said bad about ME, I just smile and Laugh and Face them. You know why? because when a person tries to pull you down? Let them be, because they will get tired and let you go afterwards.
